I always knew everything is going to be a hard competition in the real world. Nobody lack the opportunity to remind me that before. I just didn’t expect I would have such a hard time staying in the game. Today, I risked the odds again. It was a tough initial process. I still have a lot of doubts and fears. Hopefully, I will be able to get in the bag. And be given my own break.
I don’t think I am being plainly pessimistic. But, if you see your answer sheet without your name on it being separated from the only source of information that could identify you, I guess you could be paranoid as well. (long, deep breath)
May the odds be forever in my favor.