I absconded from work today. It’s the day for changing linens and I’m not sure i could face the challenges of working now or ever. Sigh. I feel guilty knowing that’s there is lesser manpower because of my absence. I feel scared thinking of what they would be saying behind my back. I guess I would no longer be getting that certificate for complete attendance if I ever hopefully finish the year. I want to be brave but I seem to lack the will.